Do you take this stuff for non-medical reasons and still present yourself worthy of communion?
Perhaps you could re-think that decision.
I can't think of anything that has changed our world around us more than those little pills. They've rocked our church, our marriages and our economy and no one seems to give them a second thought, in fact I only hear good things about them.
I warn you though, Christ decides who gets to be made, who gets to be born, and when we are to die.
Humans are not qualified to make decisions that come from the mind of God.